Here in my head, I don't even know

I don’t even know

And this grieving feeling storms in my heart like an unexpected storm,

I am not in my element, I am not in the norm,

Every love story, every tale, brings me unexplainable sadness,

Could this be a lost love? It is shier madness.

One could lose their mind over a broken spirit,

One can hurt so badly, they can’t take it;

The mere thought brings this knot to my throat,

I never thought I could bare so much pain, so much hurt,

The worse part, I don’t even know the source;

What is misplaced?

My heart hurts, and I don’t know why,

I just want to cry and cry,

It makes me weak,

I only desire to weep and weep.

2011